music · second drawer, small parlour

— on a folded square of black silk —

the oboe

grenadilla, almost black, with silver keys that have gone the colour of dimes. it lies on a square of silk in a drawer that is otherwise empty. the silk was navy once and is now closer to slate.

the reed is dry and split. there is a small box of others, all dry, all useless. the joints are loose; the cork needs greasing. on the bell, near the rim, a hairline that is not a crack but a memory of the lathe. inside the bore — the dark, narrow, mathematical inside — a thread of dust.

it belonged to a girl who took it to school in a long thin case and brought it home and practised in a bathroom because the tile flattered her tone. she gave it the standard a at the start of every orchestra rehearsal for six years; in silence now, it makes none. when no one is listening it gives back the room's refrigerator hum, half a tone sharp, through the bore.

field-note: a faint smell of beeswax around the keys. the silk has a single thumbprint at one corner.

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