— silences · dawn

the dawn silence

duration: ~14 minutes· place: any window facing east· surrounds: the first hour

before the birds — that is the simplest definition, and the wrong one, because the birds are not silent; they are not yet awake. the dawn silence is the silence of a held thing, not a refused thing. the sky has decided something and is preparing to say it. you can sometimes catch the room paying attention without knowing what to.

it ends with a single starling, or a thrush, or once in this house a blackbird who has nothing patient about him. after that the silence becomes another silence — the kind one listens for — and the first one is gone for the year, because each morning's is its own. it cannot be saved.

it is the silence of the air not yet warmed enough to carry sound far. cold things carry less. you notice this most in frost, when even the kettle clicks at half its usual size. by full light everything is back to normal weight.

field note · m.k., spring i used to think the dawn was a colour; it is a hush. i now wake on purpose for the hush and not the colour, and the colour comes anyway, as a gift for staying up.

dawn silence listened for four a.m. between chimes

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