procession · v

v.

the kitchen

a kettle is doing the slow work of becoming useful. it has been at this for some minutes. it is not in a hurry; nothing in this room is. the kettle is at the stage where it has decided to be hot but is too proud to whistle.

the kitchen is small. one window. one table. one chair turned slightly out, as if someone has just stood up and gone to attend to something they will soon forget. you do not sit in the chair. you stand near it, the way you might stand near a sleeping animal you do not want to wake.

through the window: the early dark, a low fence, and beyond that the shape of a hill that is more idea than hill. the window is one of the building's older windows; it has watched a great many evenings, and has the small patience of a thing that knows tomorrow will also happen.

on the table there is bread and a knife and a piece of salt the size of a thumbnail. these have been left for you. not by anyone specifically; the kitchen has the habit of providing for whoever is passing through. it is a small kindness the building extends without expecting to be thanked. you accept it without thanking. that, too, is the form.

the candle on the table is burning at a respectful height. its flame is the size of the smallest version of yourself. you watch it bend slightly as you breathe near it, and you understand, suddenly, that the room has been waiting to be looked at this way — quietly, by someone not in a hurry.

the kettle clicks, finally, in the way that kettles do when they have decided enough is enough. you do not pour. you simply stay in the room a little longer than you needed to. the building approves of this. it is the kind of pause the next room will want you to bring with you.

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